There was a time we used to think, we will dance like no tomorrow and have party's like never ending look now!." Dhaara lowered her voice only heavy signs were heard.
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V R I N D A

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"Maharani ji, agar aapko kuch chheye hoga toh inhe kehe dijiyega hum shinghrayh chale aayege." The weak voice of maid who was looking down at the entire conversation.
(The oldest queen (your highness) if you want anything just tell her, she will inform me and I will help you)
Gosh! For the last three hours I am getting ready for "So called marriage"
My back is arching badly and hell the lehenga is SOOOO HEAVY. Not only lehanga but the ornaments which I was forced to were those.
The necklace which I am wearing is well scripted. I love detailed works and thus my lehanga ornaments everything is FINELY DETAILED. My neck is covered with 6 necklaces from long necklaced to the short ones. My hands consist of LAAL Juda (glass bangles whitch are crimson red in colour and has 2 or 4 thick gold bangles) we can't miss the crucial kamarband and Payal.
Everything is of gold not even silver (heavy hai par sundar hai). My hairs are tied in braid, it was encircled in bun while tucking fresh rose petals.
FREAKING LEHANAGA, it is ROYAL SCREAMING. The shades of red and the veil is making the decency of the century roar. Yet my veil has a thick border of off white colour small designs of flowers
fuck the way they look beautiful, I just loved them.
BTW you hated coming in this century then? Yea! I hate now too but hating mens and loving lehanags are two different poles.
Why the hell sometimes I become bipolar

[ Note: the way I mentioned imagine in that way, I couldn't muster up the photo so I labelled similar refrences. ]
Still I don't want to marry like this, I am a girl who always had imagine to marry a guy who loved me unconditional because I never got to taste what is love?
My smile dropped by looking at the pendant which has photos in them, I really really miss them, I don't know how when this sighs emerged and does it really have connection or it's just for burning purpose.
My fingers crisscross the pendant as I clunged them to my chest, eyes closed, I slowly started rubbing my arms. You can do it. Have faith in god nothing will happen.
Did I told you, we got separated in other chambers? As per the new order of my husband.
Omgg!!! You just admitted so soon? Veervardhan is your husband? Are you even serious that crocodile is going to be your husband and you just admitted it RIGHT NOW!
SHUT UP! It slipt from my tongue-- I smack at my own thoughts process, like seriously? Mein kuch bhi sochti hu yaar if anybody knows an doctor you can help me with this overthinking process, drop there number. Not police station or ambulance.
(I end up thinking anything men)
MAHARANI VRINDA KHATRANSH? is it sounding good? Wait what am I thinking? Think how to get rid of these century and @ssholes mens.
"Are chalu hoja yaar" I started tapping my phone cover on my hands. Why the hell it gets switch off, and the @ss fuck you know here we don't even have tower. My phone is already dead; actually na it feels useless if your phone get dumps or isn't responding.
It's irritating I throwed my phone on the bed, I wanted to take some pictures in this lehanga afterall one day we will go to our century atleast I should have photos isn't it?
"MAHARANI JI, abh samay hogaya hai prasthan kare?" The maid questioned again.
Haan meri lash se prasthan kare toh chalega?
(Cross from my body is that okay?)
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D H A A R A

"RANI JI, prasthan karne ka samay hojuka hai." The maid told as her voice grew lower and lower, eyes down and hand mended on another hand.
[ Your highness, it's time to go ]
I nodded in response, lifting my heavy lehanga with my fingers. Letting out a heavy sign in return, I wish I could have stopped this time and went to my ce AGAIN.
It's not a BAD IDEA getting marry to ARJUN? Is it? Why the hell I am having different feeling when he called me
LOTUS. Soft like the rhythms of water flowing in the sea the words pounced my heart and settled there, like it was his place FOREVER. The satisfaction of hearing my name from his mouth made me smile. I don't know why but it made me, his smile and the soft chuckled made my heart shivered looking at him with questionable eyes.
Shut up DHAARA!
DONT START BEING A BIPOLAR BEACH,
FOR GODSAKE YOU WONT FALL FOR HIM.
Since last night I am frustrated about this thought, my hormones are FUCKED UP men, the way he treated me on the very first day tied my hairs in his fist and dragged me till the RAJGAHARANA.
What he thinks? His soft words will brushed up my heart? Yes it did. It FUCKING did but that doesn't end up which I felt for myself.
MY SELF RESPECT IS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THEN PREM MOHABBAT ISHQ.
Tough thoughts aside, I am heading towards somewhere in the Mahal. I need to say it is ancient yet beautiful. I glance at the window there are many windows in the hallway, ofcs it will it is 13th ce.
Hayyee, thu thu thu nazar na lage my feets started taking long steps in no turn I ran towards them and hugged them. The only peace I craved from last hours.
Vrinda and Meera were looking so beautiful.
"Kitne sundar lag Rahe ho yaar, nazar lag jayegi tum dono ko." I took the koel [ Kajal ] from the corner of my eyes and placed behind there ears. Folding my hands encircling them twisting near my forehead. They smiled and chuckled on this
(You guys are looking so beautiful, evil eye will get you)
The smiles were REAL. Genuine smiles not for the kings but we were satisfied about our Royal look.
"Tu bhi bohot sundar lag rahi hai, Tera dulha toh Pagal hojayega" meera cracked a joke at the wrong timing; arghh don't flutter don't flutter at his name. It's just a name. Mere name!?
(You are also looking beautiful, your groom is going to oogle over you)
I hope that child we saved have good furture indeed. It wasn't a hall it was a ground large ground with the corner of SEA.
The mandap was tied. Three mandaps lights weren't brighten but the firecups tied on the way to aisle made it riches growled.
Purnima with dark night full moon redcups hanging on the wall, curtains of mandap. The people sitting down looking at us wispers thought the wall eccoed like anything and my nails started rubbing each other the stress started flowing in my veins.
"Maharani Vrinda ji aap aage khade raheye aur Rani Dhaara ji aap inke thode piche aur Choti Rani meera aap inke piche." The girl beside us wispered to us as her veil was till her chest.
"We also have to take down veil? Maharani Vrinda ji?" Meera spoke like she is newbie, getting a tight smack from Vrinda as she called her Maharani Vrinda.
"Galiya khana hai tujhe? CHOTI RANI MEERA HRIDAYE KHATRANSH?" She smirked and called her entire name, l started lauging what revenge Vrinda took and meera's face dropped like anything.
(Wanna hear some bad words?"
"Kya bol Rahe hai Rani ya?" The maid wispered to the another maid, as we were talking in English. This is so funny God, whatever we want to speak personally we will talk in English.
(What they are talking about?)
"Jii, samay horaha hai jab kaha jaye na, hasi thitorri pashat karlena." A stiff voice got our attention as we turned to look at him, he was old, white beard long hairs white vest overing his chest and that pallu was lying from his hand. The three lines formed on his temple. He might be pandit ji?
They muttled ji to him and he went. WEIRD.
"TEENO RANIYA PADHAR RAHI HAI" the voice eccoed in the entire hall passing shivers through my spine, my hold on lehanga grew thicker and the sweats formed in my palm.
Nothing will go wrong dhara, Nothing will go wrong.
Vrinda looked at me, I looked at Meera, Meera looked at Vrinda and we all nodded on unison, yes we can do it! Vrinda moved first decending down the aisle, 4 girls and 3 boys holded the cloth which was hovered over her.
As she moved furture and placed form I started walking down the aisle, the sweats were growing thicker and thicker. My fingers crossed in the lehanga all the time I was looking down. I don't know why I wanted to look upwards but my guts and my lashes didn't allowed me or you can I didn't had enough strength or I got scared.
I even don't know where I am heading right now, I just can see brown ground, stones and my lehanga. Anxiety was taking best over me like in the next second I will tripped down the ground if my vision got blur, but it didn't got blured (Thankgod).
I blink my eyes multiple times am I day dreaming? I saw a hand skidded down as my veil was long (Yes veil) common lift your gaze dhaara, finally I lifted, ate my hole lump of saliva as his grey eyes met my brown eyes I wasn't able to see properly the veil was of net but I can glance how beautiful his eyes were.
Share eyes broad brown beard and moustache taking their leads on his face structure, Turban tied in his head (pagdi), I couldn't look properly which colour he was wearing but it was a bit skin and red mixture but was looking great fit at him.
"LOTUS! Dhaara ji" My trance broke as I heard HIS STIFF VOICE, his hand is so warm. Godd!!! No no no, don't please no butterflies in my stomach no blush no no no!!! But the hell I folded my lips as iching of butterflies ran inside my tummy felling my chest with the fire on my cheeks as it flushed.
"Ji-jii" I stambed at my words, shit! Can't you speak properly why to stammered?
Breath in breath out! Cool down dhaara cool down, it's just a hand
Just hand? Who made butterflies ran inside my tummy? His voice which made my lips folded? It's just a fling? Hai!
He helped me as I got up on the stage, I lifted my gaze up. And gulped down bygod! This much Praja? The entire hall was filled with people don't they feel centered of attention? Are they looking at us? Why? Don't look at me I hate attention. Don't look at me.
Dumb! You are Rani now the 2nd high queen after Vrinda, so they will look at you dumb head. Yea again my mind spoke up.
"Varmala pehenaye" The pandit announced who were sitting on the right side of seat. And here my breathing goes abnormal, my chest started taking high breaths which was unnesaary, and that was totally normal getting forced to marry? End up in the century? Without your choice? And marring a guy you don't know anything about him? You dont how much time you are going to stay here?
(Exchange garlands)
The questions risen each and every second making my chest feel harder and harder full with anxiousness.
We stood up I was facing him, but my eyes down I don't know why but I didn't had courage to look up when I knew I was right but could feel his heavy grey-steal on me, that made me --shy?
Shut up!
I looked up towards him and his eyes briden which swolled my heart, I couldn't look at him properly as I was having along veil, I could see through he was looking so good man!
Your man!
Shut up beach
Pandit ji gave the garlands, he took up the garland and I could see a heart shape his face in his, and I am sure he could see me too and he smiled.
Wait what? Did he just smiled? Why why why? Am I looking that bad? Did I did any mistakes? But his smile was cute I want to see that again.
Shut up my hormones! Can't you be straight for a while!
He made me where the garland, his hands brushed my ears, I took a long breath no butterflies no no no!! But as if they will listen to me it took a high flight making my veins roared as my spine striken straight.
"Vadhu abh Mala pehnaye" pandit ji said and in one go without thinking twice already I am having many feelings running inside my tummy, looked down with blushed scattered on my cheeks and I made him were the garland
And the hell my heart filled with tickling as he chuckled. What's wrong with me!!!!!
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